Question: I am 32 years old. Twelve of the latter, I drink. Sometimes serious. Began to deny the body. The last 8 years – convulsions – was only just 15. Two years ago, went to the hospital (no drug treatment) for cleaning. Two weeks on a drip and injections, but in the pauses still drank. Six months ago, already at Addiction, where after cleaning vshil esperal. I've had enough of 1,5 months: first tried a little bit, and then insisted on decoding injection and again in full. 'm Working electrics. I'm trying to restrain myself at work. But turns out badly, and, in the end, or dismissed, or dismissed himself. Comrades in the work of sympathizers, the authorities let go for treatment, parents are always there, but it does not allow me to create support for "ties". Now walk the course of psychotherapy, the therapist-drug addiction. I was ready to cancel this course due to its uselessness, because I can not enter during the sessions in the necessary state of concentration. The therapist suggested that "shake" a powerful stress, for example, to make a parachute jump, and then continue our sessions. I found the club, has agreed to tandem jump with an instructor (for "pervoraznikov" the only way to survive the stress state of free flight), arrived, went through all the preliminary procedures, as long as long waited for their turn, I realized that I do not need it: all the time sverbela thought – after the jump immediately napyus. I understand that's impossible, there is no internal desire, but do through force – then do not make any effect. And so it went, not jumping. Is there a way out of this impasse? I see that as weak as denying the body, it is not possible personal life suffered as a close, but I still like drunken state and I can not find the anchor, which is a steady movement to stop the flow.
Answer: For this you have to pass a comprehensive treatment: medical therapy, psychotherapy, physiotherapy, occupational therapy and socialization. Treatment should begin in the hospital. A therapist narcologist – let the parachute itself.